So there is like negative time for me to be an artsy pants guy lately. Which is all super false. Super duper false. I have to go to work now, I will finish this later. THAT´S THE PROBLEM THOUGH. I am like, well i have a real person job now so I can´t dick around like a little artistic pixie anymore because I work and when I´m not working I have to be like organizing other parts of my life and then I end up on Buzzfeed and Jezebel all night with a shit ton of ideas in my head. And then when I go to draw something it´s like WOMP that is not what I had in my brain so I give up. But I need to practiceee UGH. I made a list of things, I will list them later..


JK I´m not going to list them because after watching that TED video about  how telling people about your goals makes you less likely to actually achieve them, I have become paranoid. SOOO I won´t write anything about anything until its finished mwahahaha..

Right now I have intense drawing and music urges but music urges are being satiated by listening to tuneyards. She´s hot I would do her, I don´t know what it is. Her face I don´t know haha. But anyway I get mad ideas from just listening to music even if I just absorb it at the moment and don´t do anything with it until much much later, and even then it may come out in the form of a poem or drawing so meh.

Art art time is mad overdue. I keep drawing shit and then looking at it and thinking that looks like crap. But if I keep practicing I will get better, right? RIGHT??? YEAH TOTES ok great. Basically, I should think of myself constantly as an artist/writer/musician pixie. Ok.. I will write more later perhaps, about other things. We will see...

Female-ism

How about some good old-fashioned feminism up in this joint?? Seriously, when will there be a time when me thinking someone is good at guitar FOR A GIRL, be an obsolete thought? Why do I have to attach her sex to it? Why does that matter? How come, if she doesn´t fit into the narrow standards of beauty we have, I start to doubt that she´s even good? I don´t intend to say that I am immune to that force of un-nature, the media; that´s why I use myself as the example. Bloop bloop let us move on.

I know I tend to get into little, no sé, obsessions with a topic, that last and sometimes don´t, but this is one that probably will, I just tend to let it fall asleep and lay dormant far more often than I should.  Also sometimes I get sick of hearing myself think about the same things over and over, which is why I tend not to write blog entries.  I´m working on it.